October 2010
I can’t even smile,my face is in so much pain from being sun burnt.
I can’t open my eyes,im too exhausted.
I can’t move,im to sore.
THANKS FOOTBALL.
“The thought of forever scares me,so lets just live for tonight and whats in front of us and all I see is you and I.”
—lauren whitworth.
“As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.”
—LW.
Hell or High Water
Woe, Is Me
Loooooove.
Play
I feel like shit right now,ya its 2:35 a.m I havent been up this late since the summer.The time is rolling around were i stay up late and only get a few hours sleep and then im in a bad mood and take it out on everybody else,which is usually my problem.Anyways there is this guy and i am reunited with him now,but i dont know he is very open and doesnt really say no to other girls and it scares me.I always fall for his type which isnt a good thing.I still have feelings for him the situation is that my mother doesnt like him and I just am so confused.Choas is the story of my life.Never does change.I regret allot of things i have done in the past.I regret things i said maybe i wouldnt be here…typing hurt.But i am and it is what it is.So hey god if you could help me out that would be pretty tight.
Love,
screwed up me.
I wish i was fine for someone,nothing being wrong with me.But I guess things wont change.Im imperfect,and I always will be no matter what.But could you look at me with spark because i know for a fact when you walk in the room my heart drops.Why does everyone exspect so much out of me,it scares me.Im not the same as i was 2 years ago sorry,im trying to get back to it but i cant its hard.Im scared its not gonna be enough even when im back to the way i use to be,but ill try and take the chance because you mean that much to me.
“Someone who hides so much, and still manages to keep her head up high. the one who isn’t afraid to say what she means. the one who all of the guys want for her looks at first, but then realize what she really is—- one of the purest most beautiful human beings on the planet, inside and out. everyone loves this girl, including me. i love you.”
—Urban.
Fuck society. Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get tattoos. Do drugs. Get high. Drink 'till you pass out. Have sex. Love with all your heart. Play the music loud. Live your fucking life. Fuck what people expect of you. Do what makes you happy.
“I can get on Tumblr at school<333333”
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“She was a wreck but he loved her.”
—Copeland;eat,sleep,repeat
“When he died, I suddenly realized I wasn’t crying for him at all, but for the things he did. I cried because he would never do them again.”
—Ray Bradbury, Fahrenheit 451
