I can’t even smile,my face is in so much pain from being sun burnt.
I can’t open my eyes,im too exhausted.
I can’t move,im to sore.
I feel like shit right now,ya its 2:35 a.m I havent been up this late since the summer.The time is rolling around were i stay up late and only get a few hours sleep and then im in a bad mood and take it out on everybody else,which is usually my problem.Anyways there is this guy and i am reunited with him now,but i dont know he is very open and doesnt really say no to other girls and it scares me.I always fall for his type which isnt a good thing.I still have feelings for him the situation is that my mother doesnt like him and I just am so confused.Choas is the story of my life.Never does change.I regret allot of things i have done in the past.I regret things i said maybe i wouldnt be here…typing hurt.But i am and it is what it is.So hey god if you could help me out that would be pretty tight.
screwed up me.
I wish i was fine for someone,nothing being wrong with me.But I guess things wont change.Im imperfect,and I always will be no matter what.But could you look at me with spark because i know for a fact when you walk in the room my heart drops.Why does everyone exspect so much out of me,it scares me.Im not the same as i was 2 years ago sorry,im trying to get back to it but i cant its hard.Im scared its not gonna be enough even when im back to the way i use to be,but ill try and take the chance because you mean that much to me.